I dont really know how to begin this blog post.
You dont exist yet. Heck you're not even on the radar. The belly Im carrying around is the result of too much coca cola, steaks and candy and not a pregnancy. But I know that one day you will be here. You will be my child. Maybe not of my blood, but rather by choice. You never know what the future will bring.
I wanted to create this blog so once Im old and grey and you're frustrated with me for being just that, you can take a look here and see how I actually had a life....or....something like that anyways. :) I've always wanted to be a mother...more specifically, I've always wanted to be a mother of twins or to children born not far apart. To have a playmate, a confidant, a best friend in the form of a sibling was the best thing of my childhood. I can't answer you the question you're probably thinking...'why aren't you preggo yet if you wanna be a mum so bad?!'....because I dont know. Im just not.
Your family has been pushing me to settle down for a couple of years now, but Ive always resisted the thought claiming I wanted to focus on my career and wanted to travel and enjoy being selfish and focusing on myself for a while. You've always been in the back of my head...But lately....you've been pushing yourself to the front of the brain and I haven't been able to think about anything else. Its a bit soon to plan for you yet as Loverboy and I have only known each other about a year.
But eventually....you will be here.
Where to begin....
Right now I live in DK. I live in a rather overpriced apartment in downtown Odense with my boyfriend Christian...who I will refer to as loverboy. Its a small apartment but it has this roof terrace that Im in love with during the summer. At the moment I work as a high school teacher at the local adult learning annex where I teach English and Social Science. My dream is to write brilliant best selling fantasy books, but its something I have not yet accomplished.
Im an avid traveller. Ironically, I always yearn for home whenever I go, and when Im home, I just want to leave straight away again. :) In 2014 I took a year of absence from work and travelled around the world. I spent some months in New Zealand-thats a far as Ive ever been away and then I ran out of money and had to return home.
I love reading fiction stories. Especially romance. Gimme a happy ending, and Im all smiles and teary eyes. :)
I like to cook. Im not always good at it, but the interest is there.
I love to bingewatch soaps, cooking shows and Netflix.
I have a thing for cars...more specifically the brand Audi....Its the four intertwined circles I love and have been in love with since the tender age of 5 years old. Weird I know. :)
Im the oldest out of four siblings.
I would love to be thin and all sporty and no carbs, but Im lazy when I get home after work and can't be bothered to exercise....and I love food too much.... I'll have to settle for being curvy and chubby/overweight. Bring on the liquorice!
I claim I hate my natural hair but I actually like it now....
Im not fond of overly spiced food, beer, techno music, taking chances in traffic, arguing with my family and people who hide behind the excuses 'no offence, but...' and 'Im just being honest now when I tell you that...' (No you're being fucking rude on purpose-were you raised by wolves?! Get some manners!)
Im allergic to cigarettes and marcipan...
My goal for this year is to be more cultural. Which is why I have been to a couple of museums with a couple of friends and come back home thinking....I could do that. If they call that art, I could be an artist!
Im not sure what else to write right now.... I guess I'll write more in the next post. :)
- C
